But see.. here's the thing: I used to be able to pic up a pencil and draw just about anything I wanted to. I was used to my imagination/creativity always being there for me to draw on whenever I needed it. But lately it has been BLANK, except for MK stuff and I've had no inspiration for anything else. And I was starting to accept it. Hell I was even feeling like I didn't want to draw anymore and I was ok with that. <--- which is a huge problem in my case. Drawing is very much a part of me. So this should have scared me. It made it more freaky that it didn't.
HOWEVER.. things have changed. I have recently been hit with ideas and inspiration for drawing again and even started working on some stuff. I'm extremely happy that it's returned and that I no longer feel blocked. So, though my life is still more than a little complicated... at least I'm happy again.